Thank you darling....

[Heavy Hearted]

HI,
Okay, this is probably not that good....but I'm starting to write "good" poetry again....I'm starting to see good things in life and feeling good. I'm really rusty at feeling good, or writing about good stuff...So please bare with me...I'll get better over time....
>>ANGIE<<

~Thank You Darling~

Like the wind, I feel you.
I feel your hearting beating fast..
You're make me want to so bad,
to say fuck it, to get rid of the past.

The past that stops me in my tracks.
The past that stops me from loving you true.
The past that holds me tight.
The past that has nothing to do with you.

I look deep into you eyes, and see the love.
It creeps deep into my core, my heart.
I realise then, that I can be free.
As long as we never part.

I give into love, I give into you.
I let you love me, to cherish me.
You bring such passion, from deep within.
You make me as I ,always, wished to be.

Your hands glide, over my silky white flesh.
From my soft face, to my calused feet.
Your silky soft lips soon follow their trail.
my body then begins to heat.

Memories come, to try to tear it down,
to make me freeze, to terrify me.
But, with one look deep into your eyes,
I know this is what needs to be.

Your body slowly slides over mine,
your eyes bare into mine,you wait.
Wondering if its okay with me, understanding.
But, I know this is my awaited fate.

I smile so tenderly, and arch my back.
Taking you deep, into me, and my heart.
I'm finally free, I can now love.
All because you'd never let us part.

My mind flies higher and higher,
with every single thrust.
Your eyes flare like fire,
because you have what you hoped for, my trust.

My body twitches, and soars...
from deep within, I tense, I release
I can swear at this very moment,
my heart did forever cease.

You tense, and moan so very deeply.
I feel your love entering deep within me.
You collapse onto me, and I wrap you in my arms.
Just glad that you saw that goddess that is within me.

I kiss your lips, featherly soft.
then I smile deep into your eyes.
Thanking you without words.
The fears now, forever, dies.

With a kiss so angelicly soft,
you move off of me, and cuddle me,
close as you can to your heart.
because you know that I am finally free.

You close your eyes, and drift off to sleep.
I lay there, buried deep within your arms.
I smile at knowing, finally I'm free,
that with you, never will I see any harms.

So thank you, for showing me,
what a man is truly, what he can bring.
Thank you darling, for loving me.
Loving enough to help me through anything.

I drift off peacefully, prisoner of your love.
I am no longer captive, to the pain.
Because, when you walked into my life,
My heart and soul did truly forever gain.

So I lay here, dreaming, smiling at what I know.
That a man can be safe, a man can be love.
Because of you my darling.
My angel sent from up above.

Thank you darling, for showing me.
That there is no shame, in wanting you.
Thank you darling, for loving me.
For loving me the way I love you, forever true.

>>ANGIE<<

[cumslut]

Angie,

This was really good. I think that you know what you are talking about. I am glad that we are friends.

[Heavy Hearted]

Thank you....and I'm very glad we are friends to...
Aren't illusions great tho...cause that is what that poem is...just a plain illusion.
Its never happened....not yet anyways...
I wrote it to convince myself that someday I'll be free to live and love with happiness...with freedom. Someday I will, for real someday I will.........or so I keep telling myself.
I wrote that to try to tell myself that men can be good, that can bring happiness, not just horror, or sadness...or pain.....
My poetry like that, is for my dreams....something I look, and live, forward to....something I desperately want, and will someday have....
It just helps me hang on....to help make my life worth hanging onto.
I hope with all my might, that the poem will be true...that I can have my "cake" and eat it to.....
and I hope that you can have it to someday....that someday we'll both walk out of our former shells, and say for real once that we are okay.....
>>ANGIE<<

[strangeclouds]

that was sweet. it might be better put in the sensual section though? im not sure.