Never:

[strangeclouds]

Tonight
I was speechless again...
when my sadness decided
it could no longer speak for me.
And I wondered
when the loss
of my only friend
was supposed to set-
but it doesn’t seem to matter-
because at this very moment,
I cannot
stop-
smiling.
I
have
never
felt so happy
to have absolutely [nothing]
to say
except that I wish you could watch me
trace the lines
of your words
when I try to feel your hands...
...I cant.
But-
I do it anyway.
I wish you knew-
how you echo in my head
when I’m so far gone...
and how selfishly
I suck
at my fingertips
just
to remember-
how you taste...
as my head gives in,
and rolls back-
because
just your sighs alone-
are enough
to make my body ache.
It shies-
beneath your hands
as they travel
the length of my skin
as the warm gasps
of longing
slide
against themselves
wanting-
to show you
how I really. feel.
Because now you know-
you can [never] leave.
and I
never-
ever
want you to.

[upperechelon]

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