Depth of Awakining

[onyxfiretear]

I close my eyes
I drift into my mind
I see the confusion
I see the reasoning that is trying to happen
Why is all this going on?
I have to know

Further I go into my heart.
I feel the ache
I feel the longing
I again, see all he reasoning that is trying to happen
Again I ask
Why is all this going on?
I have to know

I drift further down
To the one place I know I will find answers,
My soul.
There I find a woman huddled
Deep with in the corner.
I look at her with my heart ripping apart from her pain.
She looks at me

Her deep autumn eyes
Speak volumes
The blood tears that have stained her face
The shaking in her hands
The look of utter despair upon her face,
Was enough to know what had happen?

What is going on you ask?
Her loss is simple
She has lost herself
Her soul mate
Her fight
Her fire

She hears me,
She stands and comes towards me
I do not move
She continues to advance
Until
She lifts her hands to caress my face
For she knows I am a friend

Her hand melts into my skin
I scream
She turns into me till we become one
My eyes pop open
Now I see
The woman in the corner
Was me.