No Guilt- Acrostic

[Nacht der Tiger]

I’m supposed to

Feel guilt for
Everything I’ve done and
Everything I’ve said, well my
Love I feel none

Guilt is for those who have
Ultimately done something
In such a way that
Life won’t help them because
They have done too much

Forsaking others and their
Ordinary and insignificant
Remorse that they can

Never help you, but
Only because you don’t want
Their help because they judge
How you live YOUR life
If you wanted to talk you could
No one is stopping you from
Going over the edge


I have felt this

Hardly because of yourself though
Accepting friends talking
Very easy to do
Except you don’t trust them

For they both have big mouths
Little is safe and confidential
All this from hearing from one
Who stupidly said it they
Started talking about me out of worry

I’ve been through this

Knowing that I have
Numerous reasons for
Only saying the minimum
Without them knowing the truth

I’m going through this
Maybe you should too, if

Only you knew what
Not looking back means, and the
Life you can make for
Yourself without those that bring you down

And do more harm than good

Giving up is not the phrase
It’s more like growing up and
Realizing who you should and shouldn’t
Live life with or next too or for

Without fears of being judged
Having those there that
Only bring about good

It’s not that I don’t love you
Seriously it isn’t

Cause if it was I wouldn’t explain, yet
Under the circumstances and
The friendship that use to be
There and true to both of us
I feel like I should say a few words
None will be good but it will be
Guilt free on my part

This is how it goes
I can not trust you
Even though you’re my ‘best friend’
Since I don’t know if you’ll keep your mouth closed

And I cannot trust you around MY friends
Never have you failed to steal them and
Dismiss me easily

Gone are the days that I
Run to you for all my problems
Or even the days I try to help
Without you offering me things to go by
I’m through with the constant offers of
Never ending friendship
Gone is the heart that was ALWAYS there for you

Unlike you my dear I’m growing up
Probably because I’m cutting the ties with you


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So for you my dear this is adieu
It was so lovely knowing you
For one of these days it will come back
And bite you in your ass
Good bye my dear
This is it
My ties are cut
My mind at ease
These are the final words you'll see




~~As always have to have the blurb to go with my acrostic... the acrostic is towards one person and the poem with it is to another. Enjoy

Jessica Erin @}--