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Post by onyxfiretear on Sept 25, 2004 17:40:17 GMT -5
thoughts of you run through my mind things i thought i locked away so deep with one mention of your name it all came flooding back
memories of laughter paint my minds eye luring colors of rainbows memories of pain filled tears show me the brutal reality of you
when time kept us apart did you ever really mean what you wrote? your many letters unto me were they words used to lure me further into a love that will never be?
feeling like a helpless doll i sit upon the shelf till you decide that you need me for one reason or another then placing me back once the task was done
in a endless swirling vortex did you hold me filling my heart and eyes with the sweetness i so desired from you only to find out that you really never wanted anything to do with me
do i hate you for all this? no for i know i made mistakes as well i will always love you
i wonder at times how you are what you are doing, and even time to time i miss you but nothing can i do to change what you wished
you asked contact to be broken i did as asked as i always do this time it rests upon you
may your eternal darkness deliver you unto your dreams
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