Post by Kathleen on Apr 29, 2005 20:22:08 GMT -5
Every couple minutes she reminds me of something I already had thought about or that I don't want to think about.
I continue to bite my tongue and grit my teeth, there is no longer a time, in which, I can remember her not annoying me.
So far, she hasn't changed. The shock of death left her the same. Oh God I appoligize- a huge part of me wishes she would die.
My guilt brings me down. The pains deepen within her. So I wonder if I was out prayed by all of those hypricritcail members of my family.
Every couple seconds she huffs loudly. The kind of exclaimed breathing people want you to hear and see. I'm going to Hell because I don't want to help her or make her better.
Oh Lord please forgive me!
I continue to bite my tongue and grit my teeth, there is no longer a time, in which, I can remember her not annoying me.
So far, she hasn't changed. The shock of death left her the same. Oh God I appoligize- a huge part of me wishes she would die.
My guilt brings me down. The pains deepen within her. So I wonder if I was out prayed by all of those hypricritcail members of my family.
Every couple seconds she huffs loudly. The kind of exclaimed breathing people want you to hear and see. I'm going to Hell because I don't want to help her or make her better.
Oh Lord please forgive me!