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Love...
Jan 30, 2005 1:09:20 GMT -5
Post by Trilliana on Jan 30, 2005 1:09:20 GMT -5
such a curse such a fake something so unreal something that brings pain something that brought life now is the bane of my existance something I once strived for now I hide away from
those I loved all abandoned me all hate me all are disappointed in who I am
drowning... drowning in the sorrow broken heart torn wings falling forever
not ever trying to hold on because there's nothing left to keep a hold on to.
months of trying I'm giving up now Now I will forever tell you numb is how I will feel I can't say to someone that I love them not any more Because love is alien to me
love tore my wings broke me I am forever broken forever in sorrow and depression
I wish I could heal but it doesn't help when peope attack me with words and jabs and hate and all I ever did was care for them
what did I do to deserve this pain I loved that's all I did
I pray for the serenity of being happy of being with someone to no longer be alone to be in love but that shall never come true
I have forever
died
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