Nobody hears me....

[BrokenSoul]

In my own little world, I sit here staring,
wondering how long this will go on.
The pain, the suffering, wanting to know you,
yet I can't, for you won't be my friend.
Sitting here, I scream within,
while nobody hears me.
Saddened, I sit here weeping,
as nobody hears me.
They don't want to hear so they shut me out,
making me feel worse than I already do.
Staring at nothing, seeing no one,
I sit here, alone and depressed.
This pain is getting the best of me,
blinding me so that I cannot see.
I try to see, but you won't let me,
I try to hear, but you whisper secrets about me.
While I'm weeping, you're laughing;
while I'm sighing, you're smirking.
You don't understand me and you never will,
so please just stop trying.
You make me feel worse than I already do,
by laughing and saying mean things.
I'll get you yet, you just wait and see,
it will be very soon when I pay you back.
Little old me, paying back big mean you?,
"yeah right", is that what you're thinking?
You're wrong, the end is drawing near,
the time for my payback is almost here.
Oh, you say you just can't wait,
you want it right now.
Here it is, a shotgun to the head,
no, not yours, but mine.
My payback was my suicide,
you asked and I answered.
Now aren't you happy
I bet you are!
Now I'm happy, too,
where I never again have to deal with you.
So if you feel lonely, sad and depressed,
just kill yourself and you'll be free.
Then soon enough you'll be dead,
and you'll finally be happy too.


/me Sarah A Wilson

[LostInnocence]

that's really sad....i feel the same way

[strangeclouds]

i hear you...