Let me die....

[Heavy Hearted]

Do you see my many scars,
the ones I try to hide?
Do you see that even though I breathe,
on those days I truly died?

Can you see how my body lives
and my soul is gone, dead...
Don't you even realize on those days,
How I wish it was my breath that left instead?

You keep bringing me back, saving me
You don't realize that saving me, is to let me die
Saving me, is ending my everlasting pain...
why can't you just let me go, why?

I ain't worth the effort, worth the fight
cause I'm forever dead inside
Just let me die in peace,
let my life be mine to decide..

Let me decide to live or die.
Just let me go, don't ask me why
Just say you love me as I fade,
But don't you ever let your tears cry...

Because in my death I'm free...
Free of my horrid past, and my pain
Just let me know that you love me,
I'll know then, that my life wasn't in total vain..

So let me go, don't bring me back
don't fight for me, for I, myself, cannot.
I hate to say this, but I'm done..
I've lost, even through all I've fought...

Just let me fade into my paradise...
Let me go to my everlasting peace...
Just hold me tight, close to your heart
as mine begins to cease...

Just remember that I loved you,
more then my heart could ever hold.
I even love you now, for letting me go
as my body goes from warm to cold...

Thank you for letting me go
for caring about my choice
Just remember now I dance totally free...
and everyday I for once truly rejoice....

>>Heavy Hearted<<

[strangeclouds]

that was really really good.

[Heavy Hearted]

Thank you...
>>Heavy Hearted<<

[Heavy Hearted]

Holy shit.....
I made into the Melancholy Weekly Newsletter, how'd that happen?
Also what is it?
Is it just for The suicide poems, or what?
Also how'd I come to be a great writer? How'd that happen?
Don't mind me, I'm confused......as normal...


>>Heavy Hearted<<

P.S>Glad you like the poem enough to put it in the newsletter tho.....

[LostInnocence]

beautifully written poem. absolutely amazing imagery and emotion. loved it all.

keep ur head up sweetie...

[Heavy Hearted]

Thank you...glad you liked it...its one of my newer ones...

And I'm trying....to keep my head up that is....kind of hard tho..when I say my second attacker today, and he sat next to me......But I'm doing okay......I'm surviving...

>>Heavy Hearted<<

[Nobody]

Just wanted to say I thought this poem was truly great....
thank you for sharing it...

~A Nobody

[strangeclouds]

youre welcome sweetie, i think its a great poem. ill continue to put you in the newsletter if you keep posting

[cumslut]

it was really good Angie. I thought that you should know that. It reminds me how I feel sometimes.

[toolshed0673]

ausome poem...truly touching. don't give up on life though. God gave us this time to live and experience. There's plenty of time to be dead but only this time to live.

still ausome poem

[kyle]

a realy great poem, its nice to know that there are others that feel the way i do sometimes!
Keep good!