Post by Heavy Hearted on Feb 25, 2005 22:53:27 GMT -5
I'm fighting for my life,
hanging on by a single thread
I wish I could truly be happy,
but all I do, is wish I was dead.
I fight everyday, just to get out of bed
I beg everyday, for the strength to live
For happiness there is nothing I wouldn't do,
nothing I wouldn't gladly give....
I need a rope, to grab on to
Something to hang on to, tight
I just need a little help,
with my everlasting fight.
I don't want to die, far from it.
I want to live, but be truly free.
I want to fight one more day,
tomorrow is a day I want to see.
But I don't know if I can,
I never show my terrifying fears.
I feel if I show them, no one will care
I'd then be left alone, to cry my tears.
I'm tired of being alone,
tired of fighting just for me.
I can't do it much longer,
I just want to be free.
I'm sinking, and sinking fast
I can't find my way back up to the light.
The darkness is surrounding me,
even though I still fight.
Is my fight in total vain?
Will I ever be happy, free?
Will I ever just get the chance,
the chance to be just me?
I sit here, writing, crying,
for all I've gained, and for all I've lost.
I once thought I'd never let the evil win,
that I'd fight,no matter the cost.
But, the evil has beaten me down.
Broken my fight, and my will.
I know now, as I've always known,
my soul was for the evil to kill.
I'm sinking and sinking fast,
grasping desparately for the light.
I just need a little help,
to help me finally win my fight.
But no one reaches their hand.
I'm but alone, in my shame.
But that is not their fault,
for I'm the one to blame.
I pushed, all those I loved, away.
Wanted my space, my right.
God,help me please.
For I'm forever losing my fight.
My fight for life, for love,
for everything I want, and desire.
I just need a little help,
before I truly forever retire.
>>ANGIE<<
hanging on by a single thread
I wish I could truly be happy,
but all I do, is wish I was dead.
I fight everyday, just to get out of bed
I beg everyday, for the strength to live
For happiness there is nothing I wouldn't do,
nothing I wouldn't gladly give....
I need a rope, to grab on to
Something to hang on to, tight
I just need a little help,
with my everlasting fight.
I don't want to die, far from it.
I want to live, but be truly free.
I want to fight one more day,
tomorrow is a day I want to see.
But I don't know if I can,
I never show my terrifying fears.
I feel if I show them, no one will care
I'd then be left alone, to cry my tears.
I'm tired of being alone,
tired of fighting just for me.
I can't do it much longer,
I just want to be free.
I'm sinking, and sinking fast
I can't find my way back up to the light.
The darkness is surrounding me,
even though I still fight.
Is my fight in total vain?
Will I ever be happy, free?
Will I ever just get the chance,
the chance to be just me?
I sit here, writing, crying,
for all I've gained, and for all I've lost.
I once thought I'd never let the evil win,
that I'd fight,no matter the cost.
But, the evil has beaten me down.
Broken my fight, and my will.
I know now, as I've always known,
my soul was for the evil to kill.
I'm sinking and sinking fast,
grasping desparately for the light.
I just need a little help,
to help me finally win my fight.
But no one reaches their hand.
I'm but alone, in my shame.
But that is not their fault,
for I'm the one to blame.
I pushed, all those I loved, away.
Wanted my space, my right.
God,help me please.
For I'm forever losing my fight.
My fight for life, for love,
for everything I want, and desire.
I just need a little help,
before I truly forever retire.
>>ANGIE<<
