Post by Aaron Graf on Nov 16, 2004 16:26:16 GMT -5
Weekly Melancholy Newsletter:
Poem #1 Not Worth Your Time
Poem #2 Allow Me to Explain (AKA Eternal Wanderings)
Poem #3 Come Little One
Poem #4 Seasonal Depression
Poem #5 Acknowledge Me
Poem #6 Back Burner
Poem #7 My Song
Poem #8 Headache
Poem #9 Firefly
Poem #10 I Know
Poem #1 Not Worth Your Time:
Name: Emily Howell
Username: Trilliana
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100066040&start=0
Not Worth Your Time:
go ahead and do what you wish
Talk to whom you want
because it's obvious to all
I'm not worth your time
Sing songs of joy
while I curl up in sorrow
crying my life away
because I"m not worth it at all
Let me fall into oblivion
with nothing to catch me when I land
And let my heart fall to pieces
Because that's all I'm worth
just the sorrows of a broken heart
And a body to screw with
Not to mention a mind to control
I'm just worth
nothing at all
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Poem #2 Allow Me to Explain (AKA Eternal Wanderings)
Name: Emily Howell
Username: Trilliana
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100226705
Allow Me to Explain (AKA Eternal Wanderings)
Allow me to explain
Why my life is a mess
Why my room reflects my life
Because Daddy Dearest used to
Touch me where he shouldn't
Rape me of my body, mind and soul
Hurl me into my pit of darkness
And allow it to go on.
Allow me to explain
Dry tears on my face
My tired, bloodshot eyes.
They are from lack of sleep
From nightmares I bear
Visions from my begotten past
Reasons God has forsaken me
Eternal wanderings
Of a tortured soul
Allow me to explain
The blood stained on my clothes
The razor next to my bed.
They provide me comfort
When everyone else seemed to have left me
They make the monster inside silence
They help me erase my past
Allow me to explain
That you mean a lot to me
That you're not to blame
My heart is forever in shambles
Forever in pain
From the memories I bear
Forsaken by God
These are the
Eternal wanderings
Of a tortured soul
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Poem #3 Come Little One:
Name: Kelly Hinman
Username: onyxfiretear
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100171657
Come Little One:
Come little one,
into my webs
becoming tangled beyond escape
Your curiosity has gotten you into trouble
Far to long have you interfered
Trying to connect to them as their friend
make them talk to you - but they are silenced
No one cares for annoying little gnats
Now you have gotten too close
You thought you were finally safe;
Secure within my silken threads
Your fate was sealed- you dropped your guard
I am revenge
you've crossed many...far too many
The fates chose me to kill you
Slowly I drain you of your life
Drop by crimson drop
My venom slowly making you insane
As it works through your veins
others shed tears in the past
Now it is your time
Hell, your ''so called best friend'' turned on you
Just when you needed her the most, didn't she!
You never really had anyone
calling you a friend, and mean it
all they wanted was to use you and discarded you
Because they were returning the favor
they called you BITCH- behind your back
while they lied to your face, masked with lies
How does it feel?
Now drink the toxin - your own dishing
your veins collapse
Breakingm brittle, fall leaves?
heart slowing down to a painful beat
Everything graying
Think back: your selfish attitude
everything your way - all you ever wanted
this world, does it matter?
Apparently not in your eyes
Come now child-
Stop quivering.
you knew your time would come,
just not this soon
petty begging and pleading
Will get you nowhere
It just fuels my hunger to kill you even more
You are the coward,
Not I
Shhhh
As i wrap my silken threads around you
Nice and snug
Making sure you can not escape
Feel me moving closer
My many legs moving over your fear-frozen body
Caressing, wondering where to place my fangs next
How delectable your neck looks
Star dust white
Beads of sweat rolling down
Jugular vein is just begging to be broken in two
Yes this is where I will end your life
Slowly my fangs penetrate your warmed skin
Shrilled screams fill the air
Perhaps next time you will think be fore you speak
Now my child have an avenged sleep
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Poem #4 Seasonal Depression:
Name: Kelly Hinman
Username: onyxfiretear
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100171595
Seasonal Depression:
Golden summers shine
Gives away to falls chilled hand
When spirits are supposed to rise high
With seasons greetings anticipation
Mine grows dimmer with every cooling day
Leaves that once held life
Now have turned to a brittle brown
Falling helplessly to the ground
Much like my soul
Further I slip deeper into depression
Fall slowly fades into winter
Even colder than before
Memories of happier past plague my thoughts
Visions of loved ones that have passed on
How much they made the season sparkle
Rich intoxicating laughter
It was so thick
You needed a knife to cut through it
Love and incredible warmth
Radiated through their smiles alone
Oh how I miss those times
Songs of promise and hope were sung
Making the winters night seem a bit more bearable
Endless banquets of food shared with those we hold so dear
Just enjoying simple times and lasting pleasures with all
Tears stream endlessly from my eyes
I know there are those so much worse off than me
But does that make my pain or depression any less important?
Watching others run from here to there
With holiday greeting on their lips
Has me put on my mask
Greeting them back
Hiding my always existing pain
Hoping one day that this agony will end.
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Poem #5 Acknowledge Me:
Name: Jessica Erin
Username: Nacht der Tiger
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100161399
Acknowledge Me:
You wanted to know what was wrong
So I told you
You wanted to know what was going on
So I told you
When I finally finished
I asked you
What do you have to say
I asked you
You said nothing
You shrugged it off
You didn't acknowledge it
You shrugged it off
I asked you what's wrong
You lie
I asked you to tell the truth
You lie
You don't trust me
Kind of one sided ain't it
You don't come to me at all
Kind of one sided ain't it
You look beyond me
I don't exist
You see right through me
Am I really gone?
You don't see me
For who I am
Can I really call you my friend?
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Poem #6 Back Burner:
Name: Jessica Erin
Username: Nacht der Tiger
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100153943
Back Burner:
Here I go again
Allow me to place myself there myself
It's all quite familiar to me
Don't worry its natural
Get caught up with others
That you leave me out in the dark
Get too involved with so and so
That the back burner is there for me
You know I've become quite accustomed to it
It's comfortable, like home
It's like no matter what happens
That's the place I can go
No matter what guy you're with
I know I'm welcome there
Don't worry I'm used to it here
Back burner this is my home
Back burner... yeah, that's where I'll be
Because you are too involved to care about me
So go on with the way you usually do things
I'm at home again
But even if it is my home
It still hurts like hell to be there
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Poem #1 Not Worth Your Time
Poem #2 Allow Me to Explain (AKA Eternal Wanderings)
Poem #3 Come Little One
Poem #4 Seasonal Depression
Poem #5 Acknowledge Me
Poem #6 Back Burner
Poem #7 My Song
Poem #8 Headache
Poem #9 Firefly
Poem #10 I Know
Poem #1 Not Worth Your Time:
Name: Emily Howell
Username: Trilliana
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100066040&start=0
Not Worth Your Time:
go ahead and do what you wish
Talk to whom you want
because it's obvious to all
I'm not worth your time
Sing songs of joy
while I curl up in sorrow
crying my life away
because I"m not worth it at all
Let me fall into oblivion
with nothing to catch me when I land
And let my heart fall to pieces
Because that's all I'm worth
just the sorrows of a broken heart
And a body to screw with
Not to mention a mind to control
I'm just worth
nothing at all
Comment on this: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=post&thread=1100066040"e=1100066040&start=0
Poem #2 Allow Me to Explain (AKA Eternal Wanderings)
Name: Emily Howell
Username: Trilliana
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100226705
Allow Me to Explain (AKA Eternal Wanderings)
Allow me to explain
Why my life is a mess
Why my room reflects my life
Because Daddy Dearest used to
Touch me where he shouldn't
Rape me of my body, mind and soul
Hurl me into my pit of darkness
And allow it to go on.
Allow me to explain
Dry tears on my face
My tired, bloodshot eyes.
They are from lack of sleep
From nightmares I bear
Visions from my begotten past
Reasons God has forsaken me
Eternal wanderings
Of a tortured soul
Allow me to explain
The blood stained on my clothes
The razor next to my bed.
They provide me comfort
When everyone else seemed to have left me
They make the monster inside silence
They help me erase my past
Allow me to explain
That you mean a lot to me
That you're not to blame
My heart is forever in shambles
Forever in pain
From the memories I bear
Forsaken by God
These are the
Eternal wanderings
Of a tortured soul
Comment on this: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=post&thread=1100226705"e=1100226705&start=0
Poem #3 Come Little One:
Name: Kelly Hinman
Username: onyxfiretear
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100171657
Come Little One:
Come little one,
into my webs
becoming tangled beyond escape
Your curiosity has gotten you into trouble
Far to long have you interfered
Trying to connect to them as their friend
make them talk to you - but they are silenced
No one cares for annoying little gnats
Now you have gotten too close
You thought you were finally safe;
Secure within my silken threads
Your fate was sealed- you dropped your guard
I am revenge
you've crossed many...far too many
The fates chose me to kill you
Slowly I drain you of your life
Drop by crimson drop
My venom slowly making you insane
As it works through your veins
others shed tears in the past
Now it is your time
Hell, your ''so called best friend'' turned on you
Just when you needed her the most, didn't she!
You never really had anyone
calling you a friend, and mean it
all they wanted was to use you and discarded you
Because they were returning the favor
they called you BITCH- behind your back
while they lied to your face, masked with lies
How does it feel?
Now drink the toxin - your own dishing
your veins collapse
Breakingm brittle, fall leaves?
heart slowing down to a painful beat
Everything graying
Think back: your selfish attitude
everything your way - all you ever wanted
this world, does it matter?
Apparently not in your eyes
Come now child-
Stop quivering.
you knew your time would come,
just not this soon
petty begging and pleading
Will get you nowhere
It just fuels my hunger to kill you even more
You are the coward,
Not I
Shhhh
As i wrap my silken threads around you
Nice and snug
Making sure you can not escape
Feel me moving closer
My many legs moving over your fear-frozen body
Caressing, wondering where to place my fangs next
How delectable your neck looks
Star dust white
Beads of sweat rolling down
Jugular vein is just begging to be broken in two
Yes this is where I will end your life
Slowly my fangs penetrate your warmed skin
Shrilled screams fill the air
Perhaps next time you will think be fore you speak
Now my child have an avenged sleep
Comment on this: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=post&thread=1100171657"e=1100171657&start=0
Poem #4 Seasonal Depression:
Name: Kelly Hinman
Username: onyxfiretear
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100171595
Seasonal Depression:
Golden summers shine
Gives away to falls chilled hand
When spirits are supposed to rise high
With seasons greetings anticipation
Mine grows dimmer with every cooling day
Leaves that once held life
Now have turned to a brittle brown
Falling helplessly to the ground
Much like my soul
Further I slip deeper into depression
Fall slowly fades into winter
Even colder than before
Memories of happier past plague my thoughts
Visions of loved ones that have passed on
How much they made the season sparkle
Rich intoxicating laughter
It was so thick
You needed a knife to cut through it
Love and incredible warmth
Radiated through their smiles alone
Oh how I miss those times
Songs of promise and hope were sung
Making the winters night seem a bit more bearable
Endless banquets of food shared with those we hold so dear
Just enjoying simple times and lasting pleasures with all
Tears stream endlessly from my eyes
I know there are those so much worse off than me
But does that make my pain or depression any less important?
Watching others run from here to there
With holiday greeting on their lips
Has me put on my mask
Greeting them back
Hiding my always existing pain
Hoping one day that this agony will end.
Comment on this: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=post&thread=1100171595"e=1100171595&start=0
Poem #5 Acknowledge Me:
Name: Jessica Erin
Username: Nacht der Tiger
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100161399
Acknowledge Me:
You wanted to know what was wrong
So I told you
You wanted to know what was going on
So I told you
When I finally finished
I asked you
What do you have to say
I asked you
You said nothing
You shrugged it off
You didn't acknowledge it
You shrugged it off
I asked you what's wrong
You lie
I asked you to tell the truth
You lie
You don't trust me
Kind of one sided ain't it
You don't come to me at all
Kind of one sided ain't it
You look beyond me
I don't exist
You see right through me
Am I really gone?
You don't see me
For who I am
Can I really call you my friend?
Comment on this: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=post&thread=1100161399"e=1100161399&start=0
Poem #6 Back Burner:
Name: Jessica Erin
Username: Nacht der Tiger
Link: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=display&thread=1100153943
Back Burner:
Here I go again
Allow me to place myself there myself
It's all quite familiar to me
Don't worry its natural
Get caught up with others
That you leave me out in the dark
Get too involved with so and so
That the back burner is there for me
You know I've become quite accustomed to it
It's comfortable, like home
It's like no matter what happens
That's the place I can go
No matter what guy you're with
I know I'm welcome there
Don't worry I'm used to it here
Back burner this is my home
Back burner... yeah, that's where I'll be
Because you are too involved to care about me
So go on with the way you usually do things
I'm at home again
But even if it is my home
It still hurts like hell to be there
Comment on this: liberalpoetry.proboards29.com/index.cgi?board=pillsaregoodforyou&action=post&thread=1100153943"e=1100153943&start=0