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Funeral
Mar 13, 2005 14:31:17 GMT -5
Post by LostInnocence on Mar 13, 2005 14:31:17 GMT -5
Fitful nights Wild nightmares Frightening flashbacks
My life is a mess Because of you. You had rummaged through my heart And took away my trust.
I hate you more than anything in the world. Times near you spent in silence. Biting my tongue And clearing my mind (of violent thoughts)
Anorexia Bulimia Suicidal thoughts
All caused by you. Those heavy hands that touched, My young brownish skin. Perfectly tanned from child’s play outdoors.
Sparkling eyes full of wonder. A toothy smile. Taken away by your cold heart. Me, not knowing what lied within your sick mind.
Late-night cries Hospital visits Endless search for answers
I spent my life wondering When life would begin to get better. So many years wasted hating you, When I could have been trying to love myself.
But I couldn’t; I had no reason to love myself. The first male I had put my trust into, Had taken it away. Taken advantage of my naivety.
Funeral
I figured the only way I could get my closure. Was to see you lying in a casket. With the life drained from you, And your once heavy hands limp.
But deep down inside, You will never go away. Forever will you hold onto that piece of my heart. Forever will you own my childhood innocence.
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Funeral
Mar 13, 2005 23:49:11 GMT -5
Post by cumslut on Mar 13, 2005 23:49:11 GMT -5
Wow. That is very deep and morbid. I think that you know how to write. Keep up the good work.
Crystal
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Funeral
Apr 5, 2005 20:20:13 GMT -5
Post by LostInnocence on Apr 5, 2005 20:20:13 GMT -5
Thank you
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Heavy Hearted
Excellent Writer
My soul is dead....but I wish it me instead...
Posts: 66
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Funeral
Apr 14, 2005 22:26:13 GMT -5
Post by Heavy Hearted on Apr 14, 2005 22:26:13 GMT -5
Fitful nights Wild nightmares Frightening flashbacks My life is a mess Because of you. You had rummaged through my heart And took away my trust. I hate you more than anything in the world. Times near you spent in silence. Biting my tongue And clearing my mind (of violent thoughts) I spent my life wondering When life would begin to get better. So many years wasted hating you, When I could have been trying to love myself. But I couldn’t; I had no reason to love myself. The first male I had put my trust into, Had taken it away. Taken advantage of my naivety. But deep down inside, You will never go away. Forever will you hold onto that piece of my heart. Forever will you own my childhood innocence. These are the parts I like best, and related to.... VERY good write....keep it up.... My heart goes out to you... >>ANGIE<<
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