Missing

[cumslut]

When I was 14
I wondered what it would be like
If I disappeared
I wondered what I would be missing

Would I be missing
Happy Times
Sad Times
Times that I wanted to cry
Thimes that I wanted to die

I wanted to cut myself
I wanted the betrayal to leave me
I was bleeding crimson regret
I wanted to die

As I sit there bleeding
My mind started wondering
If I do this
What will I be missing

Will I be missing my chance to get married
WIll I miss out on having children
What did I leave behind
I wonder what I will be missing

Why I feel this way
I don't know
I wish that I knew why
I really don't know what I am missing

I am restless
I am lifeless
Will I always feel this way
Will I always be missing

[onyxfiretear]

you're works is really good as well. it comes from the heart and definatly conveys what you are feeling. beautiful

[Aaron Graf]

Wow This one's very sad, and it does convey what you're feeling, onyxfiretear is right. Good job